Dear Dad,
I miss you so much. I could never describe how much. Every time one of our birthdays roll around it doesn't feel quite the same. You and Mum made them such an exciting day. I can't even remember one bad birthday.
I'm really looking forward to my birthday this year, except in the aging way. It will be GREAT to have as many of my friends together as possible. Things have been very wierd with some of them for a while now. I found my 18th birthday tape the other day. I wish everything was exactly like it was then. We were great and all my friends liked each other. I know it's not really the best idea to cling to the past but sometimes i can't help it.
What i won't have this year though is you. I didn't have you last year either but i didn't really do anything last year so i didn't miss it as much. It's kind of daunting for me this time around. I remember if it was a school day and my birthday you'd wake up early and make me vegemite toast and a milo, and if it was lucky enough to be a weekend or holidays you'd make me pancakes! It was the best way to start the day. When we lived at Gnangara, Caris, Bri and I used to argue about opening the gate, and you'd always let us do it on our birthdays.
When we got older you'd take us out for dinner. I still remember my 21st, you sat on that hard chair at Sizzler and watched why we mucked around. Thank you SO much for that Dad. I know you felt so sick that night. And at my river cruise you were the best. Mum still takes us out for dinner and it's great.
It's really nice to remember all the little things you guys did to make it special. You and Mum were ALWAYS there for us and i know if you can be around for it saturday you will be. I miss you EVERY day, it's just even harder on one of our birthdays, especially yours.
I love you forever Dad.
I miss you so much. I could never describe how much. Every time one of our birthdays roll around it doesn't feel quite the same. You and Mum made them such an exciting day. I can't even remember one bad birthday.
I'm really looking forward to my birthday this year, except in the aging way. It will be GREAT to have as many of my friends together as possible. Things have been very wierd with some of them for a while now. I found my 18th birthday tape the other day. I wish everything was exactly like it was then. We were great and all my friends liked each other. I know it's not really the best idea to cling to the past but sometimes i can't help it.
What i won't have this year though is you. I didn't have you last year either but i didn't really do anything last year so i didn't miss it as much. It's kind of daunting for me this time around. I remember if it was a school day and my birthday you'd wake up early and make me vegemite toast and a milo, and if it was lucky enough to be a weekend or holidays you'd make me pancakes! It was the best way to start the day. When we lived at Gnangara, Caris, Bri and I used to argue about opening the gate, and you'd always let us do it on our birthdays.
When we got older you'd take us out for dinner. I still remember my 21st, you sat on that hard chair at Sizzler and watched why we mucked around. Thank you SO much for that Dad. I know you felt so sick that night. And at my river cruise you were the best. Mum still takes us out for dinner and it's great.
It's really nice to remember all the little things you guys did to make it special. You and Mum were ALWAYS there for us and i know if you can be around for it saturday you will be. I miss you EVERY day, it's just even harder on one of our birthdays, especially yours.
I love you forever Dad.
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